辛苦

辛苦你知道嗎？

累你知道嗎？

Fear

Is this per wedding jitters? Or am I just not prepared for this? 

Why am I so worried? Why do I fear for my future? 

I'm so afraid that I'll be ill treated, literally... 

I need a backup plan.. I need to have my own plan. I need happiness, not endless stress and fear. 

sadly

the more you try to avoid suffering, the more you suffer, because smaller and more insignificant things begin to torture you, in proportion to your fear of being hurt. the one who does most to avoid suffering is, in the end, the one who suffers most.

Im tired

Sometimes I hate explaining myself. Perhaps i shouldnt waste my time with explanations; people only hear what they want to hear.

I'm tired.

Closure is acceptance; not understanding.

#justsoyouknow

Love?

'What if i never love anyone the way i loved him?' I asked.

'You wont,' a girlfriend replied. 'you never love the same way twice.'

FarmerFoundAngel