sadly

the more you try to avoid suffering, the more you suffer, because smaller and more insignificant things begin to torture you, in proportion to your fear of being hurt. the one who does most to avoid suffering is, in the end, the one who suffers most.

Im tired

Sometimes I hate explaining myself. Perhaps i shouldnt waste my time with explanations; people only hear what they want to hear.

I'm tired.

Closure is acceptance; not understanding.

#justsoyouknow

Love?

'What if i never love anyone the way i loved him?' I asked.

'You wont,' a girlfriend replied. 'you never love the same way twice.'

FarmerFoundAngel

:)

There are locked rooms inside all women, kitchen of love, bedroom of grief, bathroom of apathy. Sometimes, the men, they come with key, and sometimes the men, they come with hammers.

Work. Career

I miss my job. I miss my career. I miss the achievements. I miss the satisfaction whenever I see my clients having a wide smile on their face. I miss talking to my clients. I miss those hectic, crazy work schedule. I miss having not enough sleep due to work. I miss complaining about candidates/hiring managers. I miss interviewing and screening candidates. I miss those lunch hours hanging ard at raffles place. I miss the food that Aviel would bring to work for us. I miss submitting daily, weekly, monthly, quarterly, half-a-year and once a year reports. I miss the assessments, I miss those monthly training. I miss mentoring someone and telling ppl what is it to be a good recruiter. I miss achieving and hitting the monthly targets. I miss the incentives and IBI. I miss those CSA meetings.

Many a time, I ask myself "So what have I achieved in my life thus far?" I dont know...

Yes, I've a degree; I'm a graduate.
Yes, I was confirmed before my probation period ended.
Yes, I was promoted twice.
Yes, I've received compliments from both clients and candidates.

I miss my job and I wish can go back to recruitment but everyone knows its impossible. Will I regret? I hope not.....

He doesnt understand how it feels.
Nobody will anyway.

Women

some women want to be house wives, and some women want to be Harvard professors, and some women want to be porn stars, and some women want to be nuns, and some women want to be surgeons, some women wants to be headhunters and there is nothing wrong with anyone’s profession. I am sick of people being rude to women about their professions.

Sick

So stress with wedding preparation that I'm officially down with multi virus. TT