辛苦

辛苦你知道嗎？

累你知道嗎？

Fear

Is this per wedding jitters? Or am I just not prepared for this? 

Why am I so worried? Why do I fear for my future? 

I'm so afraid that I'll be ill treated, literally... 

I need a backup plan.. I need to have my own plan. I need happiness, not endless stress and fear.