Cry, sulk and cry some more but it doesn’t mean it’s over

it’s easy to say walk away and don’t look back but even harder to realistically do. It’s because we began to trust, all the walls we had up to protect us came down because we thought he was finally it and then he hits you with the bang. 

Life is funny, you never know who you’ll end up with. Be strong, protect yourself and don’t close the door to possibilities.

Busy like a bee at work. Loving and enjoying every single thing at work. This month, I'm the top consultant in my team! Hehe!! 

Everyone has their weak spot. The one thing that, despite your best efforts, will always bring you to your knees, regardless of how strong you are.

If there was a way that I could somehow stop myself from being selfless in a relationship, I would. In an ideal world, the more you give the more you get - but this is real life and maybe I should just accept the fact that that's not how its ever going to be. How is it that no one sees how deeply afraid we were that night? Is it something we all hide from each other, by mutual consent? Or do we share the same secret w/o knowing it? 

Okay. 

Nvm.

So it turns out to be that you can't be bothered at all. 

Thanks for saying for the sake of saying. 

Insomnia

Couldn't sleep well last night. Dreamt of him.. So Today's Monday .... Lets see if you still remember what you said on Friday.. 

I've been thinking about it the whole night yesterday... Kept asking myself what if he doesn't remember.... So what if he really doesn't? What am I going to do? Am I going to remind him? No, I wouldn't.... 

This could mean everything or nothing at all.